It was in last year September that I first entered this very room. What I found was a room stacked to the ceiling with text, their spines to the wall. I think any American would have jumped for joy in discovering this mess of black and white, crisp, untouched pages. The librarian in me and forever-organizer dressed in a long skirt would daily climb the high book cases, throw the boxes down and begin to toss books around the room, what I swore to room-owners was actually order. The dust kicked up and I was accused of turning the room into a mess. I tried to quickly skim books, find their copyright and recognize what would have to be removed (despite Educator preference) because their date told me they were from the Apartheid Era, a time when learner materials would designate the whites as the superior race or present ineffective techniques to teaching(recite and repeat, also known as bantu education). Many Educators prefer using the teaching manuals they had followed for the last 20+ years and I had come in and declared these items as useless. This here is my first PCV mistake, I should have had educators sort with me, but I am pretty sure that the same disagreements would have still occurred. Oh well, lesson noted.
It took much time for me to realize the work I had ahead of me, the books and me. Months since, I now understand that it is more than correct placement and ridding of historically-inappropriate reading material. I find there to be a divide in our appreciation and interest for these items. The educators did not have text in their classrooms when they were students, nor did their teacher trainings include an introduction to these items (thank you previous regime). I have since been holding workshops and working one-on-one with Educators about the benefits of using print in the classroom and providing techniques for using the text. I explain that 2nd language English learners are in need of more visual representation and overall stimulation in the classroom. Some of the books are at a much-too-high level for English 2ndlanguage learners and so it is also suggested that Educators use a text sometimes two grade-levels below that they are teaching. I recognize that organizing a room of books doesn’t increase educator curiosity or book value and am now moving towards helping what can be helped.
In addition to telling the Educators about classroom practices, I will start to model a few for them in the resource room. I am pleased that Educators seem enthusiastic to learn more, Educators are curious to see how I teach and will be encouraged to visit my room daily. Don’t worry, I am not naïve in recognizing that this work will be very complicated for me(a non-native speaker) and that Educators may still not care to adapt the techniques I demonstrate. As in any situation, it is much simpler to blame others and have someone do it for you then to take on the act of changing or improving one’s self. Educators may have a tendency to over-identify learners with barriers-so that I can take care of their problems, but I will try my best to use a variety of self-made assessments to designate learner need. It is hoped that further identification will allow some learners to return to their typical classroom learning and then educators can use effective educating practices of their own.
grade 1 learners in inclusive setting
I originally wasn't interested in working one-on-one with learners with special needs here since the system is so pre-mature. Especially since it is hoped our projects will be sustainable beyond our service and training educators would allow for this type of impact. However, I have decided I can still hold my weekly workshops to explain effective educating and one-on-one intervention with educators, in-addition to having my own room for practice and educator observations.
an educator created visual :Bithdays chart
I am excited to have my own space and be able to give these learners the attention they absolutely rarely receive. Learners usually with any sort of disability are found in the back of the room, completely ignored (I have seen grade 6 learners that only write the number 1 because that was all that was required of them). I was shocked to see that some educators would just avoid communicating at all with some learners. There are some "special schools" (as they are called) where the severely disabled learn (however these sometimes are in very poor condition and equally unfair to learners). It is hoped that record keeping of learner progress may ensure that the learners receive services appropriate to their abilities, hopefully someone that is qualified in the area of learners with special needs, can come to our school and work permanently and replace me.
learners in a que to wack a pole at numeracy assignment on the board